Sunday's are suppose to be the best day of the week...but lately I have been struggling with getting up for church. The last couple of Sunday's I have been sick so that's understandable that I haven't been going to church!!! But missing those few weeks got me into a routine of not getting up and going...well lets be honest with one another...I'm just too lazy to get up and get ready for church...I think I might need a calling...NOT! Another thing I have been struggling with is going to Relief Society only because Nicholas is so young and makes trouble with all the ladies in there that don't have little kids. It's just a little frustrating.
Another way the Adversary is working against me is giving me really bad dreams at night...as you all know Nick is leaving in May for Boot Camp and AIT for a total of 9 Months. It scares me to death. So the other night I was woken up in a dead sweat fearing for Nick's life...so I woke up feeling Nick to see if he was still warm and breathing. I have never been so scared in my life! The thing is that I know this decision to be an ARMY family is the right choice because Heavenly Father has shown us in many different ways that it's the right decision.
My goal starting today right this moment is to make it a point to go to church every Sunday, go to the Temple at least two times in the month, read my scriptures, and fully ermerse myself with the spirit...NO MATTER WHAT! To make our family a gospel family. To live our lives as righteously as possible.
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